I wasn't sure how to continue the last piece on but I felt drawn to blue, I was worried it would be ruined which is why I thought I better give it a go.
I am more and more starting to think the way I am judging if a painting has gone well or not is if I feel like connected to it. As if it is actually a bit embarrassing for other people to see it because it is exactly how i was feeling in that moment.. which feels quite intrusive when I allow myself to be as honest as I can. As it is sometimes quite ugly.
Although I wish I could be in the studio everyday I cant help but feel as if I have gotten used to painting alone, and sometimes it does help the 'honesty' I have been talking about.
However, I am struggling with scale as this feels too contained to me and I wish it could be much bigger, but I don't really have the space. I think i'll move into the garden and try and make it work.
Artists;
Cy Towmbly
John Hoyland
Peter Lanyon
Mark Rothko
Willem De Kooning
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